Earning

Me: Namaste Uncle
Uncle : Namaste beta, how are you??
Me: I am doing good, how are you uncle, how is aunty doing?
Uncle: Ur aunty, she is like a queen beta, enjoying her life with grand son.
Me: Nice! so he must be keeping you both on your toes..
Uncle: ya..so beta, you are working with same company?
Me: yes uncle, I am with the same xyz company
Uncle: Good, so how much do you get?
Me: I get what is good for me uncle.
Uncle: that's a intelligent answer!
Uncle: I am hoping that society bothers you, and you share with the needy...
Me: Of course uncle, I do. I share with fresher’s and my Juniors...
Uncle: ohh, but why do they need it...they also get what they need may be not how much you get...
Me: Ya, they are just fresher’s so they don't have so much as we seniors have...so we do share with them..
Uncle: that’s nice...but, you should have a broader view and think of other needy, like orphans and old age homes too..
Me: may be orphans is a good idea, but old age homes themselves are rich enough according to me...
Uncle: that's a wrong perception beta...
Me: But uncle, they are very old and have great knowledge than what I have, what knowledge can I share with them...
Uncle: Huh, where you speaking about knowledge for all this while...
Me: ya, were you not referring to the same?!?!?
Uncle: I was referring to your salary and money beta...
Me: Ohh, sorry uncle, I was referring to the knowledge that I earn...

Dilemma

'yes'...

'no...I say no'

'yes I have to'

'Ohh god, no'

Just shut up, I said 'Yes'...

'Hmm...No'

I hate this dilemma of my heart and brain

I never knew what comes next to 1...because I was always the 1st.

I always enjoyed the flavor of being the 1st and being the best.

ussh...time is just running out....time for me to be quick in decisions...

'Why do you want to take all the responsibilities again?' my brain started pondering with its thoughts...

'There is something more than just responsibility, its fun to be 1st' my heart answered

'Try being next to first', my brain suggested for the nth time now, but my heart just kept saying 'be the first.'

'Its pain'

'no, its pleasure to be 1st' dictated my heart to brain.

'You have to handle all those immature successors, just give it a thought', my brain strongly put forth its point

'You are mature enough to handle the immature mortals and whats wrong to prove it over again that you can be the best in being the 1st' my heart made its point clear...

'What if you fail, its worst than anything' brain questioned

'How can we assume things even before trying' my heart retorted.

I am just running out of time, should I or should I not....huh tough time!!!

I wish I have a life more to decide, but time waits for none and I am no exception.

'So, what have you finally decided, are you going first?' asked the supreme.

'Yes' my mouth forcefully uttered (as my brain wasn't really willing to)

'That's a great news to hear. I bless you with all the fun being the first and joy from your successors' god blessed.

I thanked him and finally I landed being the first child to my parents.

P.S: I am happy that I heard to what my heart felt and landed up as 1st child, else I would miss being the brother of a lovely sis.

P.P.S: Just a imaginary thought as to how my bro would have felt before his birth :P:P

Last Day@BBSR

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