Random me

After a long time, wanna write something, but no topic in mind...
so any1 readin dis will surely be confused abt the content and intent of this blog.

New year is around the corner and so is the season for resolutions...
Well, till date I havent given a serious thought to any resolution...jus bcoz its difficult for me to really stick to something and follow.
A small example, on any day morning, I decide that I keep silent and don't speak much, but the very next hour, I find someone in the bus, and guru...ho jayee shuru...
when I talk of being silent, let me think about why I cannot.
whenever i keep myself silent, I m like battery katham and automatically doze off 2 sleep...the only time I keep my mouth shut is while sleeping...yes I dont really snore :P

resolution resolution...knock knock...
resolution for me is ...re- solution...
framing a few set of solutions that I plan to work on for the coming days to make my self happy...
to receive compliments from no one but my self, my true self ...
So to give it a try I wanna take a resolution the coming year which is just some 20days ahead...
I will give it a thought...

When I said thought...I always wonder why the thought process of each individual is so different and unique...
what I got to hear from junta arnd me is that it all depends on the up bringing, society where one lives, and of course genes ....
so being a part of the society, am I also influencing some one... some where?
Is it for the good or for the bad?
Am I also playing any role in some strangers life...may be yes, may be no...

Recently I got a SMS frm a friend which read something like :yes and no are 2 powerful words which needs a good balance to answer.
most of the things in life are missed by saying ...NO too early...or YES too late...
but what if people dont use these 2 words and simply whale of a time, by beating around the bush...?
when someone answers straight yes/ no its hard for people to digest it...Its true in my case too...its difficult to register a NO from the opposite party when expecting a yes...

yes again reminds me of a frnd complimenting me as triple S....
Sweet Smiling shailu ...abrreviated to SSS....howw chweeet :P.... hehehhe


I just read thru the crap that I have been typing for the past 15 mins...seems ok to post it...
so here I gooo :)

Why...?

Though my eyes prefer to go blind

Why is that some one I hate always linger in my mind?

I meet all of them daily

But none of them are loving truly

I wait for you at the doors

But as always you are away at the shores

I really need you to share all happiness

Without you here, all I can see is darkness

I want to show the world, my loved one

But all they can hear are my Silent moan

I know, Life is a school of learning

But without you it seems damn boring

my eyes search for you on each date

but they don’t find you, my bad fate

Life this way, isn’t fair

Be with me, I will win the world with glare

1st vizagtrip wid Infy!!

ఆశ్వాదించాను ప్రతి క్షణం

ఉత్కంఠ భరితం మన ప్రయాణం క్షణక్షణం....

మళ్ళీ వెళ్ళాలని ఉంది తక్షణం

మనసుకి తెలియదు ఎంత కాలం ఈ నిరీక్షణం....



Birthday cakeలు

Araku reservation shockలు

Satyam అమ్మాయిల కుల్లు jokeలు

అబ్బాయిలు పాడే Remixలు

జలపాతం లో Satyam అమ్మాయిల సవ్వాలు

అబ్బాయిల హుషారు

తెపించాయి Infy అమ్మాయిలకి బెజారు

కాని jeep ప్రయాణం ముందు ఇవ్వని బెకతారు



పాకలో భోజనాలు

Borra caves అందాలు

jeep auto ప్రయాణాలు

Campfire వెచ్చదనపు సోగసులు

కలిగించాయి మనసుకి ఆనందాలు


ఉదయం 6 కి లేవటం లేపటం

మంచులో ఊయలు ఊగటం

పోసులు ఇచ్చి photoలు దిగటం

చాపరాయి గురించి storyలు అల్లటం

ఒకరిని ఒకరు మాటలతొ దెప్పటం

hehehe బలేగా అనిపించింది ఆ క్షణం



Bus లో sleeping

ropeway లో shouting

beachroad లో shocking

greenpark లో eating

వారే వా! అనిపించెటు train లో seating...

కాని ఇవన్ని నేను ఎంతో liking...!!!



'ThanQ' తో సరిపెట్టె ఆనందం కాదు

కాని చెప్పకుండా ఉంటే మనసు ఊరుకోదు

అల్లరి తుంటరి మాటలకు

మేము చేసిన వెధవ గోలలకు

చెప్పము మీకేమి 'క్షమాపణ'...

ఎందుకంటె మీరూ ఆశ్వాదించారు

అనుకుంటాను ఆ నిమిషానా...

మళ్ళీ వెళ్ళాలని ఉంది తక్షణం

మనసుకి తెలియదు ఎంత కాలం ఈ నిరీక్షణం

VALIDITY

Everything comes into this world with a validity…

most of us might not agree upon this…but that’s true…

The magnificent creator himself has given a validity for the beautiful creation of his and named it LIFE.

but who has given a right for those fellow individuals on earth to discontinue the services and end the validity??

The suicidal case of a student for the sake of a POLITICIAN is very pathetic to accept.

How can he kill himself providing the reason of winning/losing of a political leader?

Did he ever think of his parents, his dear ones?

I felt really sad when I first saw the news about this juvenile guy.

But very next second, felt he must be suffering from some psychological disorder that he never bothered to care for his dear ones.

According to me, he achieved nothing, literally NOTHING by killing himself.

He threw his parents in a deep sorrow well. Will they ever come out of that well, even if they want to?

I would never feel pity for that educated illiterate, rather I pray god to give their family strength to withstand the loss of their dream child.

thought...

నువ్వే నా హార్డ్ కాపి...
నువ్వే నా సాఫ్ట్ కాపి...
mirror లో చూస్తే నేను నువ్వు గా కనిపించే xerox కాపి....

ఎవరు ఎవరు?

suvarnamma....nekosamee

This post is kind of special to me...
Written this poem for my aunt ...all her children n grand children names in it...


పేరు లోనే ఉంది సువర్ణం
అవసరమా నీకు ప్రత్యేకమైన అభివర్ణం

రామచంద్రుని ఆలిగా
పెంచావు మము ఏంతో లాలిగా

వేణుమాధవుడు మీటే రాగ సుధగా
సంధ్యవేళ శిల్పి చెక్కిన అందమైన రాధగా

శివుడి కోసం అభిషేకం చేసే వైభవ బిందువుగా
కవితలలో వేద పండితులు కొలిచే త్రిపుర సుందరిగా

నిశీధిలో తేజో అభిలాషగా
నిలిచావు నీవు అనునిత్యం నా నీడగా!

నా ప్రతి బాట లొ చేయూతవై
నా ప్రతి కదలికలొ చైతన్యమై
నిలిచావు ప్రతి సారి నా తోడువై
కృతజ్ఞత తెలుపన నీ పాదముల చెంత పద్మమునై...

U & I...in this beautiful World....

U: Hi

Me : Hey…

U: How r u deary

Me: I am doing good, how about you?

U: I am kind of ok…

Me: Umm…so what are you upto these days?

U: actually nothing much. Life has become dull & dry

Me: Umm…I know

U: I wish you know…& understand me

Me: C’Mon…lets not start this again…

U: Umm…anything at your order mam

Me: stop being iritic…

U: ok…

Me: you will never change

U: Of course I cant…I been with you all these days…and you liked me for what I was

Me: But the problem is you never realize that there is always a start and end for anything on this earth

U: Feelings also?

Me: Umm…something’s are better when untold

U: But you always preferred telling me everything & anything

U: Did you forget how you held me close to you in your hard times…when everything around seemed void

Me: Hmm…

U: When you really had tough times and you were in a bad mood, you always chose me

U: you always shared with me your good &bad, happy & sorrow…

U: your peppy talks, your nonsense poems, your ….list goes on

Me: yes I did

U: you did everything…but now you don’t even care to see me

Me: its not like that

U: I understand that you were quite busy with your project in the recent times

Me: hmm…yes

U: but then, you could have created some space for me in some free time…

Me: you really don’t understand how busy I was

U: busy professionally agreed girlie…what about your personal space?

Me: hey C’Mon…I tried reaching you many a times

U: yes you did but…

Me: but, you were tired by then, you were dull & droning, which I least expected

Me: did u understand how lethargic you were and you are..

Me: Did you ever make an effort to be as good as earlier

Me: you always entertained me with your smooth flows…

Me: but now…

U: how can you be so rude, telling me that I am of no use now…

Me: common I am not…

U: :(

Me: Plz understand Mr Reynolds, that you are weary now and you need to be refilled with new energy

recharge your life with new blossoms(ink) and I will promise you that I will be with you forever

U: :)

Me: I wish I could hold you lifelong…

Rides & tides

It might be pulsar rides
Or chota mota homely fights,
All went by like lovely tides
Which would always run by my memory sides…..

Kalinga cottage jeera rice
Or dalema’s poor spice,
We preferred tropical ice
Because it was like u, very nice……….

Early morning lovely kiss
Made my day to be autumn bliss,
I am sure I m gonna miss,
Because u r leaving me, my dear Miss….

Many chweet gives & takes
Will never forget ‘Zu special’ Shakes,
Late night ‘hot’ ‘hot ‘ cold stories
Will be my ever cherished memories

Sure gonna miss ‘U’
But thanking God for a friend like ‘You’…………